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Since 07/12/08

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# 23

Wednesday, December 31, 2008 { 5:36 PM }

Hello, readers. I won't be updating for today (which I just did). I'm at home, but I'll be going back to my cousins' place right after this. I went back just to take my clothes. I'll be celebrating New Year with the cousins at Clarke Quay, which I can't probably wait! I thought of updating about the last few days and also a special last post for 2008. I wish I could do it, but I don't wish to make my cousin wait. So, I'll do it on the first day of 2009! And I got the feeling that the post will be super long. I'll type down my new year resolutions tomorrow. I need to go now! My auntie asked me to come home. Goodbye! Happy New Year in advanced, people!

# 22

Sunday, December 28, 2008 { 9:36 PM }

Happy Birthday, Abah! I love you to bits. Thanks for being the greatest father ever. May God bless you with good health and longevity. Thanks for every single thing you did for me, thanks for all the sacrifices you've made for me, thanks for giving me things that I wanted and thanks for showering me with your love, thanks for pampering me and thanks for being with me till this day. In other words, much simpler, thanks for everything! I love you! ♥

I feel so lazy to update nowadays. I still need to prepare for school. Darn! Four more days left before school starts. I'll be back when I'm free or perhaps when I have some interesting stories to share. Keep tagging.

# 21

Saturday, December 27, 2008 { 9:02 PM }

Happy Birthday!Firstly, Happy Birthday, Sutri Nurmaziyyah! Welcome to Club Fifteen! May all your wishes will come true. Study hard for your own future. Don't forget me when you've become a successful person one day. I'll always be there for you, best friend. Thanks for being a friend who cares, thanks for being my partner in all the Art events we participated together, thanks for brightening up my days, thanks for all the help, thanks for all the concern or in simpler words, thanks for everything! I love you and get well soon! ♥

Since today is a special day for you, I'll use the colour pink for this post. To the others, just bear with it if the colour hurts your eyes.

Sorry for the late post, anyway. Well, I was kind of busy. Yesterday, I went to withdraw some cash from my bank with my mother. It's for my school needs, you see. I've not spend it. Why? It's because I got no ideas on what kind of school shoes or bag I should buy. Wait, wait! I got one hot news, Mango is having 70% sale! But, I didn't spend anything. I thought of buying the dress from Mango that I saw at Suntec. After this, I'll tell you what happened. Then, we went to Swensen's. It has been a long time since I last when there. We had pastas and ice-creams. The pasta that I bought was delicious. I was afraid that I couldn't eat crayfish. I didn't know whether crayfish was a kind of lobster or a crab. Seriously, I didn't know and I still don't know. But, nothing happened after that. If you guys don't know, I'm allergic to crabs. Instead of heading home, I went to my cousins' house, which was just across the street. The eldest sister went off to work and the others, included me, went to the shop then sent her to the bus stop. I went back to their house and spent my time there. I taught the second sister on how to play the guitar. She did quite well! They then asked me to spend the night there. So, they followed me home to take my stuffs. I brought along the guitar. I didn't play the guitar for months and thanks to my cousin, I had the mood to play it once again. We spent the night playing the guitar and after that, we played Bingo on the bed. I won in the second round! We couldn't sleep and we were starving. My uncle was supposed to bring us out to Mr Teh Tarik to have our supper. He fell asleep instead. Around 2 in the morning, we called MacDonald's and ordered some food. After we've satisfied our needs, we hit the sack!

Early in the morning, at around 7:30, I woke up and took a shower. Then, I went out to meet my boyfriend at his house area. Took 89 to Sengkang and walked to Rivervale Mall. I bought for him breakfast. It was my treat! Then we went on our separate ways. I headed back to my cousins' place while he headed to the track. I'm so happy that I got to meet him at last! Love you! Then, I went back to their place and everyone was still asleep, except for their mother. I helped them to make the bed. Spent the time till midday and went home since I was going out with my family. One of the reasons why I love staying there is that I can be myself. I think I'm going back there again, soon! Oh shoot, I left my towel.

In the afternoon, I went out with my parents. We took a cab to Suntec. We went to Tower 1 (or 2?) to look for Mango. I was excited because I thought I could get the dress that I had my eyes on. I looked for it everywhere in the shop and I swear it was heartbreaking. I felt like crying, but I didn't want people to think that I became over emotional over a dress. We went to a sport shop and bought a pair of sandals for my brother. Headed to Mango at Marina Square. I swear it was an another heartbreaking moment for me. Stupid shops, stupid stocks. Only God knew how I was feeling. When there was no offer, there were stocks and when there was an offer, there were no stocks. Damn it. It spoilt my mood. Went to Ripcurl and Quiksilver outlets to look for a bag. Since my mind was lost, I didn't buy anything. Anyway, does anyone know where I can find Volcom bags? Okay, then I ate at Long John Silver's as I was starving. Took a bus home. I cried when my father talked about that dress. Seriously! Some of you might know how it feels like when you didn't get that something you had always wanted. I fell asleep after that. No one sat beside me. I think some saw how I slept. Messy hair, mouth wide open (not really, just a little bit). Then, home sweet home!

My dream of getting that dress is shattered. Thanks Bebo for the recommendation!

Okay, got to go. Can't keep the birthday girl waiting!

# 20

Thursday, December 25, 2008 { 10:08 PM }

Sutrie is currently trying to irritate me while I type. She's so excited as her birthday is coming. No wait, it's going to be my grandmother's twin sister's birthday. So yeah, that's the reason why she's so super excited.

She's getting on my nerves. Like seriously. I wish I can entertain her right now, but I don't pity her. That's why. She's being sarcastic!

Rahdio, eh?

Look Sutrie, my eyes are closed and my heart is typing! I can't believe that your tears can turn into tsunami waves and you have earthquakes in your head. I feel sorry for you. Only for a second. Okay done, I don't feel sorry for you anymore. Just joking. I love you, babe!

One more good news, my mother knew that I wanted a new laptop. I told her that I wanted the MacBook Air. Then my father said that I can own it, but I have to cancel my other two numbers. He told me that I really need to study damn hard when I own the laptop. I can't wait, man.

Just now, my aunts and their family came. Nana was here too! I miss her so much! She gave me a cute heart shape box and there was a keychain inside. They came back from Kashmir a few days ago. I got a shawl too. I can't decide whether I should take the yellow or purple. We had fried macaroni and brownies. Not forgetting the delicious and tasty milk tea. Kay, that's all for now. My third post of the day. Sorry, I need to rush since Sutrie can't wait to read my blog! So exciting, eh? Here you go. Go read like you never read before.

And prove it to me that your cat can type faster than me! You know what? My grandmother is the world's faster typer. No one can beat her. So, I guess your cat can't win.

And it's only seven paragraphs! Not seventeen.

# 19

{ 3:43 PM }

Today, I've not stepped out from the house yet. Maybe that will happen tomorrow. Just now, I cleaned the house as I heard from my grandmother that my cousins will be coming in the afternoon. My parents are not home since morning. I should have followed them! I want a new wallet since the current one is torn.

I'm so excited right now! I have two great news!

I was in the kitchen, frying an egg just now. My beloved brother came up to me and asked me whether I wanted any Play Station 3 games. I told him that I didn't have any money. He then told me that he was going to give me a treat since my parents already deposited some cash into his bank account. So I asked for Spyro! But I have no ideas when he's going to buy it. Oh yeah, my parents bought for him Play Station 3 as his birthday present last night. Seriously, I didn't see him bringing it home. I found out about it in the morning. Psst, I'm a little bit jealous. Well, not really actually.

Second news, I called my mother and told her that I wanted to withdraw $260 from my bank first as I'll only be receiving the bursary money next year. When I receive the bursary money, I'll deposit it back into the bank. And guess what? She allowed! I was so over the moon. I'm so excited today! Hope nothing will spoil the fun.

Nidia and I planned to go out this Tuesday. We'll be going out to take pictures. I'm really looking forward to that day!

# 18

{ 1:12 AM }

Merry Christmas (to those who are celebrating) and happy new day (to everyone)! Oh yes, happy 18th, brother! I love you. Okay, I think that was the first time I said that. You're the most caring brother ever! Though you're not reading my blog, I want to tell the whole world that you're my bestest only brother! I'm having the after-midnight-madness. But seriously, I mean what I said.

Since I can't sleep, why not blog for the second time?

Let's start off with some random things about me.
01. I was a very big fan of Westlife when I was small, I still am now!
02. I got second for the 200m run when I was primary five! Sadly, it was during training, not Sports Day. Hey, at least it was still an achievement!
03. I was quite a good jumper in the long jump event during the primary school times.
04. I can't look at how men abuse the animals. I just can't stand the cruelty.
05. CHIJ Katong Convent was one of my choices before I entered Springfield.
06. I used to kill some of my hamsters. Why? Because they killed their own babies.
07. I owned an adorable hamster, which liked to lick my fingers. I used to feed him cheese spread by using my fingers and he would have a great time licking.
08. I owned a kitten named Brownie before. I think it was around five years ago. I remembered that on the night I freed the kitten, I cried myself to sleep. I even wore the chain which I used it on her on my hand. See how much I missed her?
09. I love animals. I would love to be a Vetenararian or perhaps a Wildlife Director in the future.
10. I loved to place the bad hamsters on the spinning wheel and spinned it like mad. Hey, I was only a small kid. How was I supposed to know?

I realized that most of the points were about animals. Happy reading! This sure did kill the boredom. I don't feel sleepy still.

You no longer care about me.

# 17

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 { 10:24 PM }

Found this old (not really, it was only six months ago) picture in a folder, which I kept all the pictures I uploaded from my previous handphone. That picture was taken on the day I arrived Sumatra. During that time, the wind was so cold, but the sun was shining so brightly. The weather was awesome there! I miss the place.

I think I want to upload my old pictures whenever I post. Anyway, I downloaded Mozilla Firefox just now. Kind of cool, but I still prefer Internet Explorer though.

I don't think I'm looking forward to watching Avatar's last season in February. Want to know why? The last season is the last few episodes of season three. Avatar on Okto ended today and today's episode wasn't the last one. So, meaning that the next last few episodes will be shown next year. I think so. I've watched everything! I thought the last season was going to be a new season, season four, the one I couldn't find it online. Maybe season four doesn't exist. You guys know what I'm trying to say? Okay, okay. I won't elaborate much on this. I pity you people, get confused easily over a small issue.

Today, I spent the day doing nothing interesting. I stayed at home. I thought of going out to buy my religious school books, but the weather got even worse. It rained since morning. Home was boring. My brother, grandmother and I, were the only souls at home. My father was working and my mother went to attend the course again. I switched on my laptop for a couple of times. Nothing seemed to kill the boredom still. My Neopets are dying from starvation! I'm lazy to earn neopoints and feed them. Anyway, speaking of laptop, I feel like asking my mother for a new one. Isn't it great to have your own personal laptop, where you can store only your documents inside and bring it where ever you want? Isn't that wonderful? And when I got my own, I would like to keep my art documents inside. Perhaps if I ever got to buy, I would like to own a MacBook Air laptop. So slim and light. Maybe that will happen only in dreams. Hey, it's not wrong to build castles in the air!

The plan that was supposed to happen was to hit the beach with my boyfriend just now morning. Since the rain didn't stop, plan was cancelled. I was quite disappointed, but what could I do? You expect me to blow the dark clouds away? Or use hair dryers to dry the water droplets? Crazy. So yeah, I didn't meet him for already four days. Not that long, but it does feel long for me. I do miss him, badly. I don't know when we can meet up. I feel so upset. Terribly upset. I wish I can meet him really soon.

Anyway, welcome home Cumi! Glad that you're home. Did you turn dark? I sure did after all that swimming! Well, I miss you. Hope we can meet up soon!

The weather was cold, it's still cold right now. But that didn't stop me from going down to the shop to buy snacks just now! I only had biscuits and a cup of coffee in the afternoon. It wasn't fulfilling. But I'm happy now, as I had a delicious wonderful dinner just now. Still hungry, though. Today is my parent's anniversary. Actually, I don't know for how many years they've been together. Well, happy anniversary still! Tomorrow will be my brother's birthday and he's turning eighteen. In April next year, he'll be serving his NS. I'll be missing him terribly. On a brighter side, I can conquer all his game platforms.

Oh yes, Merry Christmas Eve to those who are celebrating tomorrow!

# 16

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 { 11:47 PM }

Second post of the day, but without a picture. Go under archives if you missed out the previous one. Must I keep telling you guys? Actually, no. I volunteered myself to say that.

So, I spent the afternoon sleeping. A very long one. I had a dream! Kind of weird, but touching. For me, it was. I was at the provision shop which was near to my house. Surprisingly, that shop sold different kinds of branded shoes! I was looking for a pair of school shoes. But how come in a provision shop? Dreams sure can get weird sometimes. Most of the times I can say. Then got this cute little boy came up to me. He complained to me that his mother kept scolding him. He cried and I carried him. He was so chubby and adorable. I think he was about three years old. His mother was inside the shop too, but I can't recall what she was doing at that point of moment. The little boy got glued to me. He didn't want to let me go. My boyfriend and surprisingly, Najib were in my dreams! I don't know what was their motive. But I know my boyfriend tried to apologize and he kept chasing after me, seeking for forgiveness. I have no any ideas why. I think Najib was only accompanying him. I then decided to follow the cute boy and his mother home since I felt sorry for him. The next scene was inside my room, but it was their room in my dreams. All of us watched the television together. I laid on the bed with the two of them. The boy got sleepy and I put him to bed. The boy sure was so cute and he made me feel touched. I woke up from my dreams after that. Usually, if adorable and sweet little kids get obsessed to me, I feel so touched. If only I have an adorable and quiet, not so active younger brother. I think I had that kind of dream maybe because I saw the three little boys during religious class just now. Speaking about religious class, I went to send two cute girls home with Nazimah and Jannah after class. Their father didn't pick them up, so we decided to send them home. Luckily, their house was just on the eighth level.

That's all for now. There's no need for you guys to read the next paragraph since it's only meant for someone special.

I'm sorry for asking too much all this while. I always think for my feelings first than anything else. I know I was being greedy, I asked too much from you. I sure did. I never thought about yours. I know that you're facing problems right now. But that doesn't mean that you must avoid me. How would I feel? You never want to tell me about what's happening. Instead, you left me alone. It was like as if you didn't care at all. You should be thankful that I made the first move. If I didn't make the first move, maybe we're still keeping quiet now. You must think about me too. I have feelings like you do. We used to say that we should overcome any obstacles together. But we're not. You left me alone, worrying, and hoping for you to look for me. I can always be there for you, anytime, in needs or when you need comfort. You just have to give me a chance. That's all. And things might get back to normal. I'll always love you, no matter how things turn out.

# 15

{ 2:10 PM }

Khaty Valentino! ♥Hey people, I'm back. Swimming was awesome! But I'm down with cold flu now. Before I start, I would like to tell you guys something. One happy news for me.

I'm super excited that the last season of Avatar will be shown on Okto in February next year! I can't wait! I can't wait! I'll try not to miss out any of the episodes since I can't find the last season online. Okay, that's all.

Swimming! Those whom we expected to come, couldn't join us. I met Bebo and Ain at the bus stop which I mentioned twice on my posts. I was the first one to arrive! Then we took 168 to Woodlands. Waited for Khaty, Iz, Apit and his friend at the control station. Took a train to Jurong East. We had our lunch at Banquet over there. As I was craving for a plate of carrot cake, I bought one! I was starving since I didn't have my breakfast before I left home. Then the rest of Apit's friends joined us. Took a train back to Chinese Garden and made our way to the swimming complex on foot. Changed and let's skip the swimming part.

After swimming, took a shower and were set to eat! We had our early dinner at KFC. Swimming sure made my stomach hungry. Took a train back to Tampines. Left the three of us, Bebo, Ain and myself. Everyone was extremely exhausted. We stood through out the whole journey, which was more than half of an hour. We took the same bus home and then, home sweet home! Shall not elaborate much on this. Thanks to those who came for making the day!

I swear I hate this, cold flu! And my eyelids are getting heavier. Flu sure makes one sleepy. I want to go out with my mother. But she's attending a course. I don't know what kind of course. She will be home in the afternoon. I guess I should spend the day watching Avatar or perhaps sleeping.

Pictures time! Scroll over for captions. Let's hit the sack!

On the way to Jurong East for lunchAfter lunch Khaty ♥ Khaty, again ♥ Eephatkhatlicious ♥
Featuring Nurul Ain ♥
On the way to the swimming complex
All together # 1
All together # 2
Time to swim!
After swimming
End

# 14

Monday, December 22, 2008 { 8:27 PM }

Tagged by Hazimah!

Rule #1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

Do you have secrets?
Who doesn't?

Would you fall in love with a boy / girl younger than you?
Not really. I only fell in love with Aang from Avatar. He's 12 (supposed to be 112) years old!

Do you enjoy going to school?
Not really.

What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate, save, spend and give some to my parents.

Will you fall in love with your best friend?
My best friends are mostly girls.

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

What is your favourite English group band?
Nightwish!

Whom do you prefer, your mum or your dad?
Both.

Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
No.

What makes you angry?
Anyone who disturbs my sleep and being rude to me.

How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Probably a successful person?

Single or attached?
Attached.

What are your favourite colours?
Black, white, turquoise, maroon and more.

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Let's hope that this kind of situation will not happen.

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
No. I either forgive but will not forget or don't forgive and will not forget.

What do you really want now?
Sleep!

What are the most important things in life?
Food, money and love?

What is your hobby?
I don't think I have any for now.

Who do you miss right now?
My beloved ones.

Who is currently the most important people to you?
My mother? My father? Both?

The five people that I've tagged:
Come on people, raise up your hands. Just copy and paste and say that you've been tagged by me. Thanks!

# 13

Sunday, December 21, 2008 { 7:58 PM }

Since I didn't know what picture to upload, I uploaded this! See? I told you, I'm really obsessed to the show. Even the characters kept appearing in my dreams. I spent hours everyday, watching it. Each episode got better and better. You know what? I've finished watching everything, from season one to season three. I didn't want to wait for every episode to be shown on Okto. Too slow. And I'll be going to watch the show all over again after this! Seriously, Aang is sexy.

I told you guys that I was going to spend the day doing revisions. Instead, I spent the midday watching Avatar, sleeping during the afternoon and went to Tampines Mall in the evening with my parents again. I'm like super bloated right now. My stomach is aching, but I'm happy. Oh yes, my mother stopped working. Meaning that she'll be at home all the time. That was why she gave us a treat just now and she was in a good mood.

By the way, a reminder to those who are going for swimming tomorrow, please don't forget to turn up at 11AM at the Tampines Regional Library bus stop.

Okay, got to go now! Avatar time!

I miss you.

# 12

Saturday, December 20, 2008 { 8:42 PM }

Second post of the day. Go check out the previous post under archives if you missed it out. I know that you know what to do.

Sadly, I've not watched Avatar today. But I'm going to watch it online after this! I'm bored and I got nothing to do. That's why I'm posting again. I spent the afternoon sleeping after I ate two plates of fried noodles. After my parents came back, they woke me up and asked me whether I wanted to go out. I then took a shower and we went to Tampines Mall. I went to Popular to buy some art materials. I'm so happy that I finally owned the Sakura poster colours set! I bought new brushes since the previous ones were super dried. I was to blamed as I left the brushes in a plastic bag. After a few weeks, I finally remembered that I forgot to wash them!

My head scalp is itchy. I don't know why! I've shampooed my hair already, okay. You don't anyhow get disgusted. Oh yes, after Popular, we went down to the second level. Thought of going to Cotton On, but the place was so crowded and I had nothing in my mind. So, we headed to Mango [♥] instead! I bought a long black sleeve shirt as it was the first thing which caught my eyes and fell in love with it. The turquoise hoodie which I've been eyeing on was so cheap, but I didn't buy it. I felt like I needed to start saving money and be thrifty. Oh yes, I met Bebo inside Mango. She tapped me from behind. I think she stalked me and knew where I was heading to. After that, we had dinner at MacDonald's, which was near to the CPF building. It has re-opened, but the burning smell was still there. Then, home sweet home.

You know what? I keep thinking that today is Sunday. I don't know why. Maybe because the whole family is at home today. I think I want to spend my Sunday doing revisions. I just can't wait for tomorrow! Suddenly, I just have the great mood to study. Hey, be happy for me at least.

I can't wait for Monday! *jumps for joy*

# 11

{ 2:41 PM }

Darn, something wrong with Blogger. Maybe it's my laptop. I couldn't upload any picture. Anyway, sorry for not updating. To tell you the truth, I was lazy and I spent most of my time watching Avatar online. Every time I went online, I would watch the anime. I got so addicted to watching it. Aang is so seriously adorable when he's no longer bald and he makes me melt whenever he wears the headband.

My nails are short because I just cut them. It feels kind of weird. It's like as if I have no nails. I cut them for the sake of having clean and short fingernails and for the safety of my friends. See how thoughtful I am? Anyway, school is re-opening and I swear I don't feel like going back to that place. But what else can I do? I'll just have to get my ass off the bed every morning and get a short power nap while sitting on top of the toilet bowl seat. That's my favourite part.

I had a funny conversation with my grandmother just now. There was this old guy, on the television, his lips were red. I asked my grandmother whether she was the one who put the lipstick on for him. Then she said yes, she was the one who put the lipstick on the television screen. Get it? If not, never mind. Just forget about it and laugh.

Let's talk about Wednesday. I met up with Bebo, Sutrie and Wei Eang at KFC, the one which was near to Springfield. I had my lunch with them there. Then I sent Nazimah's skirt for an alteration. Then we (excluded Wei Eang) took 8 to their house area. I followed Bebo home as she wanted to change. I loved her mother! She hugged and kissed me. Met up with Sutrie again and headed to Iz's void deck. So, we met Khaty there. All of us then made our way to Tampines Mall to do some window-shopping. I bought The Beatles shirt from Lee Cooper at last! And I loved it. We went to Popular since I wanted to get some stuffs at first. In the end, I left the basket behind. Took a bus to my place as I wanted to take some cash. Went to the bubble tea shop and walked to Afghan. Shared a plate of Hokkien Mee with Bebo at Rasa 21. I swear I ate a lot on that day. I then went back to the tailor shop alone to take back the skirt. Took a bus back to Afghan to meet Nazimah. Then we sent our skirts for an alteration over there since Nazimah wasn't satisfied with what the uncle did to her skirt.

Thursday, did nothing much.

Yesterday, I met up with my boyfriend to give him some chocolates and also to take back my tupperwares. We spent some time at his area and went back home. In the afternoon, I met up with Bebo and brought her to Yum Yum Tree. It was the name of a bubble tea shop. We didn't have picnic at a tree house. I then brought home that big green vanguard sheet as I needed to decorate it. I'm not done with it. I just don't know what to draw on it. I drew something and I think the colours suck. I'm not good at colouring actually and I don't like to colour. I'm sorry if it turns out ugly.

And today, I went to send my boyfriend to Seng Kang as he was having a competition there. I woke up late! My alarm didn't go off as my handphone died. Thank goodness I got to wake up and realized that I was already late. I was supposed to meet him at 10:30 but I woke up at 9:45 instead. I didn't rush in the end. Met up with him at the bridge then walked to the bus stop. We took 89 to Seng Kang. Surprisingly, I didn't know Seng Kang was quite near and the journey was so short! It was because the bus travelled through the expressway. Alright, shall not elaborate.

Anyway, happy 1 year and 4 months to us! May we last long. Though things were always in bad terms, I knew I had to be strong. No matter what happens, I'll always love him. And he cheated last night! I was hoping to be the first one to wish him. I called him at exactly 12 midnight. I wished him first. Then he pretended that he couldn't hear anything and hung up the call. I called him back and he wished me. So, I guess he won. I love you. (:

To those who are going for swimming this coming Monday, please meet up at the stop which is near to the Tampines Regional Library at 11AM. We'll be taking 168 to Woodlands to meet Khaty there. If any of you wants to contact me, please call my home. My prepaid is already low.

Thanks to those who wished me. Here, through handphones or anywhere. I'm sorry to those who sent me messages through handphones. I couldn't reply due to low prepaid. Thanks once again! Much appreciated.

Now, I want to hit the sack. My parents aren't home and I'm bored.

# 10

Thursday, December 18, 2008 { 9:35 PM }

H.I.A.T.U.S

# 9

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 { 9:42 PM }

Happy 7th, N²!

Since Najib is still in Nepal, I guess only Nidia is going to read this. Anyway, since Nidia always wished us at her posts, why not do the same thing? So, I hope both of you will last forever. Do stay strong always when both of you go through ups and downs together. Be happy always, cute couple!

I'll post more if I've received all the pictures from Khaty. I wanted to watch Basilisk first episode (since I missed it) online, but the video went nuts. I'm currently watching Avatar, but the video is loading so slowly. That's why I'm here to update while it's loading.

I hope you know how it feels like to be ignored. You didn't bother to look for me. I know, you don't love me anymore and that's the reason why you're doing all this. Since you don't even bother to look for me or pacify me, fine with me. Just take care always. You don't even bother to pacify me when I sulk. You don't care, do you? You don't know how I'm feeling, do you?

# 8

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 { 10:55 PM }

PENS! ♥ I miss my favourite people, Nazimah especially. It has been quite a long time since I last met her. I met her on one of the days last week. So, it's not for a very long time actually. Suddenly, I miss her terribly. Anyway, Nazimah is not going to India. How exciting! I'm so going to hug her tightly when I get to meet her soon.

Today was a great day. At around noon, I met up with my boyfriend and we made our way to Springfield. I hate the school rules, like seriously. We had to put on covered footwear. I used slippers at first, then I had to use one of the security guard's shoes. The lady security guard, for your information. Her shoes were so small and I had a difficult time walking. The right shoe didn't survive in the end. We bought the books and the school clothes. We took a bus to interchange, took 81 and dropped at my stop. I went to send the books home while my boyfriend waited for me. Took 81 to his place then we went on our separate ways. Thanks for the day, dear. I love you! You were so sweet and I'm glad that things are back to normal. ♥

I took 53 to Changi Airport to meet Syiqin, Qasha and Shikin at Terminal 2. Met them at Burger King and we made our way to somewhere (which I didn't know where were they going actually). They told me Shikin made some reservations at a ''hotel''. I believed everything they said. I was like a fool. We took a lift to the third level (if I'm not wrong). We walked to a place which looked like a hotel (which it wasn't). It was actually a place for the recreation club members. But somehow, we could enter. The prices for the dishes were reasonable. I ordered a set of Fish and Chips and it was delicious. But I hate the amount of mayonnaise they gave. Then we went into the toilet! I swear that the toilet was super effing beautiful! It has a big table, chairs, air-cons, big mirrors, lockers, hangers and hair dryers! The cubicles for showering were awesome! Everything looked like those you see in hotels. Not like those normal stadium toilets or what. We cam-whored! Went outside, which was the rooftop. Things looked so clear from the rooftop. The Ferrero Rocher (since the big yellow ball at the top looked like Ferrero Rocher chocolate) tower seemed near! Not so near actually. We then took a Sky Train to Terminal 3. Headed to Candy Empire and bought chocolates! The Pink Lady chocolate wrapper looked so pretty and that was the reason why I bought it. Thought of taking the bus home, but the queue was long. So, we took a train back to Tampines instead. Headed to Popular for a while since Shikin wanted to buy something. Then got this group of older girls approached us and asked whether we watched the movie 'Twilight'. Of course we said no. I think one of them lost something in the cinema and thought that we were the ones who were sitting at the row in front of them. One of them gave us a cold stare as if we were the ones who took her things. Took a bus home with Syiqin and Qasha. Sorry, Shikin! I didn't get to say goodbye to you since we were busy catching the bus.

Anyway Syiqin, thanks for the treat. Love you, girl! Going to miss you so much after you've left for Cambodia this Thursday. Make sure you take good care of yourself there and don't forget to put on lots and lots of sunblock! :D

Now, let's talk about yesterday. I went to NTUC with my grandmother at noon. It was her treat and she told me to take anything that I wanted. That's why I love her so, so much! She's the greatest grandmother ever. She wore a clothe that has a hole at the armpit part. I was waiting for her to raise her arm, but she knew that I was going to poke her armpit. I love her adorable toothless grin the best. In the afternoon, went out to meet my boyfriend to sort things out. Things got back to normal at last! I'm sorry about everything once again. Love you always!

I just love today! Thanks to those who made my day. Now, let the pictures do the talking. Scroll over the pictures to see captions.

And Khaty is coming down to Tampines tomorrow! *jumps for joy*

My wonderful former schoolmates ♥The table and chairs I was talking about Pink Lady! And it's delicious! Me and the Ferrero Rocher tower The Ferrero Rocher tower again Featuring Shikin, Kykyn! ♥
I'm sure the mayonnaise lovers are going to be happy if they receive this kind of amount. Yucks.
See, I told you the toilet is awesome!

# 7

Monday, December 15, 2008 { 3:06 AM }

Once again, it's already late at night but I'm still facing this bloody screen. Another post without a picture. I'm just lazy to upload for goodness sake. My second set of medicines have finished and my cough is still haunting me. Not really haunting. It irritates me! Don't tell me that I need to see the doctor for the third time.

Damn, I missed the Japan Media Arts Festival. I'm really, really disappointed. Maybe because I had nobody to go with or perhaps the weather made me feel lazy. Now, I'm left with only two exhibitions. The 'Is It Tomorrow Yet' and 'Apad' exhibitions. I think I should check them out today (during the day) since there will be no religious class! (:

It's 2:17AM right now and my eyelids are light! Maybe because I ate a lot just now. I starved myself till dinner. Then I spent some time watching Avatar online just now. Now I'm at Book Two; Earth, episode two. Zuko is hot, especially when his hair has grown longer. I think the earth benders are awesome. Wait, wait. Why am I telling you guys all this? Guess what? It's 2:47AM and I'm still stucked here, thinking of what to type. I swear I need to knock my head on the wall. Oh yes! Yesterday (which was just now), I spent the afternoon cleaning my wardrobe. I realized that I misplaced my Mango shirt and my favourite thing (you expect me to say the word?!). I have shame, okay. I wonder where are they now.

I'm hearing strange noises, which are coming from my neighbour's house upstairs. Fancy dragging the chairs late at night. They must be playing musical chairs.

Seriously, my mind is super blank.

# 6

Sunday, December 14, 2008 { 1:54 AM }

Missed out the previous post? Go under archives. Sorry, I only show one post here.

It's already late yet I'm still facing this bloody screen, not bloody actually. I'm bored, like seriously super bored and can't go to sleep since I spent the whole afternoon sleeping. My blog is almost done. I need to do some changes to the links and the tagboard, which I'll do it during the day. Bleah, I think my blog is messy.

School's re-opening soon and I'm not done with anything (that includes of buying school books!). The most important thing that I should really, really, really, really do now is to go back to school to do my coursework! The problem is, I've not taken any pictures. I chose the topic 'Bird Life' and I've decided to take pictures of the birds at Jurong Bird Park with my family next week. Anyway, my cousins left for Kashmir on Friday night. I'm so jealous.

God, I miss my boyfriend so much. He doesn't want to talk to me. He's avoiding me. I think he hates me for what I did. Yes, perhaps he's starting to dislike me. I wanted to make the first move, but I didn't stand a chance. What a rotten luck. No phone calls or messages from him. I guess I should just keep my phone and switch it off. Should I try to make the first move again? Nah, I'll never stand a chance. I'll wait for him to call my house. Well, on a second though I guess he won't. ):

And if he's reading this, I would like to say that I miss him so much. I miss talking to him. I miss hearing to his voice. I just miss everything about him. I'm sorry about the push on that night. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. If he still doesn't want to forgive me, what more does he want? ):

I love him, only him.

# 5

Saturday, December 13, 2008 { 11:34 PM }

I love you ♥Yesterday was awesome! Not so awesome in the end. I had a terrible argument with my boyfriend. Anyway, do visit my Multiply for more pictures. I didn't really upload all. Just go and visit the site.

There weren't many who followed, still had fun with the three people though. Met Bebo first and we headed to the platform. We waited for Yan. I expected only him to come since the others couldn't come along. I was so excited when I saw my boyfriend. He told me that he wasn't going. God only knew how overjoyed I was! I ran towards him and hugged him like mad.

We trained to Dhoby Ghaut and walked to the museum. Since it wasn't 6PM yet, we went to see the 'Japan Media Arts Festival' exhibition at 8Q. I didn't really get to observe every single exhibition since I was so worried that I would be late for the opening. Thought of going there again, but the exhibition is ending tomorrow! I'm not sure whether I can make it.

Walked to SAM and met up with my uncle's family. The two little adorable princesses, Qaisara and Qistina were there! They were so adorable, especially Qaisara. I thought the event started at 6, but then it was at 6:30. We killed the time by looking at the 'Is It Tomorrow Yet?' exhibition. They were amazing but I have yet to observe them once more since I looked at them blindly last night. The event was being held at the Glass (I don't know what the place is really called). I had to take pictures of the event for my dearest uncle while Bebo did the recording. After the speech, it was time for some refreshments. Everything was delicious! Then we went to see the 'Apad' exhibition at level two and three. I then saw my uncle's painting which I was so effing afraid and cried everytime I saw it when I was a kid. I looked everywhere for my uncle to return his video camcorder. I went to the third level alone and saw my uncle. He was like so busy that I didn't dare to interrupt. So, I stalked him all the way. I then told him that I was going home. We went down to the carpark as I wanted to get back my zoom lens. Took a picture with him and said goodbye to his family. Took a bus to Far East Plaza since Bebo and I were craving for Slice of Ice. Instead, we bought Fried Mars Balls because we thought Slice of Ice was already closed. We were told that it was still opened. We got the wrong shop actually. All of us trained back to Tampines and took 81 home. Anyway, thanks for sending me home though things turned out bad. By the way, thanks guys for coming down for the event. Much, much appreciated!

Now, shouldn't elaborate any further. I want to go to 8Q and SAM so badly. But it seems that my boyfriend doesn't want to talk to me. I guess, I'm going alone then. Pictures do the talking and I need to get back to editting the blogskin!

Uncle ♥Bebo ♥ Feat. Yan and boyfriend ♥
Feat. Bebo, uncle and family ♥

# 4

Thursday, December 11, 2008 { 11:37 PM }

Yesterday, when I came back from my religious class, everyone at home was panicking. My grandmother was breathless and everyone decided to send her to the hospital. Only me and my father left at home. I didn't want to follow them as I needed the toilet so badly and I knew that I was going to take a long time. After that, we went to the hospital by motorcycle. I went into the Emergency Department and looked for them. My grandmother was in the room, taking an x-ray. We then had to wait for one hour for the results. As usual, I walked around alone, looking for food. Bought a sandwich from a vending machine. I seriously hate that vending machine! I was happily inserting my $2 note and the machine kept rejecting it. I went all the way to the pharmacy to change the note to coins. When I went back to that spot and inserted the coins, the coins got stucked! I asked for some help from two little Malay boys behind me. One of them went to Qi Ji to get a straw. He used the straw so push the coins. So clever. Then I got my sandwich! And when I got my sandwich, I went to look for a seat. I sat down and finished it. After that, I got up and went to buy a small cup of Milo. Then I met my mother and we headed to 7-11. Bought more food there, healthy food! Quaker's energy bar and multi-grain cakes or whatever it's called. Bought a cup of Coke and sat down while waiting for the results.

So, my grandmother's kidney was weak and she had low blood pressure. We ate at Qi Ji and took a taxi home while my parents went somewhere else. At home, I was preparing to go out to meet my boyfriend and everyone was home at that point of time. I was heading for the toilet when I heard my mother screaming for my father's help. I went to the kitchen and I saw my mother holding to my grandmother. My grandmother was going out off the toilet when she felt like fainting. My mother got to catch her just in time. She sat down on the floor while my grandmother laid on my mother's lap. I was like one mad girl running around and screaming for my father. He was in the toilet and I kept knocking the toilet's door (I swear I felt like as if I breaking down the door). Then they carried her back to my room and I called my aunt who lived nearby to come down to my house to massage her. My cousins came too. I went to follow them home. We watched Ratatouille and Singapore True Ghosts Stories. I freaked out since it was quite late at night and they all sent me home.

Today, didn't do much. Just followed Nazimah to buy her school books at Popular. Headed to Mango since there was a 50% off sale. Bought a skirt there. The place was so crowded and the tops are so cheap! $10 to $20! I must drag my mother into the shop soon! And the dress I want will be $63! I shall go and see it tomorrow at Suntec. (:

Anyway, I'm still waiting for your guys' confirmation. It's like nobody's going. I'm still waiting for your answers, people. If not by tonight, tomorrow then. If there's no one going with me tomorrow, I'll go alone.

I'm sorry. I would've told you earlier. How could I be so dumb.

# 3

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 { 11:07 PM }

Hello readers! I'm back! Thank God, I'm feeling much better. Still coughing hard, but not so many phlegm. I went to the doctor for the second time with my boyfriend just now. So, I hope I'll get better this time round, so that I won't have to visit the doctor for the third time. Good news, I can smell and taste now. I meant, I could get to eat, but I didn't get to taste it. Everything seemed tasteless yesterday.

The weather is so cold sometimes. I spent the night before with a jacket and a blanket. But still, the night was so super cold even though I didn't switch on the fan. Or maybe because I was sick? When it gets cold, it'll get too cold and when it gets warm, it'll get too warm. Weather nowadays, tsk tsk tsk (shakes head).

Anyway, celebrated Hari Raya Aidiladha at my house (as usual, duh). We had Nasi Ambeng served on a dulang (don't know what it's being called in English). I think it was my mother's idea. I helped her with the cooking, okay! Only about 10%. I only helped her to stir the gravy. But I helped her most in baking! I slept quite late on that night as I accompanied my mother. We had to wait for the curry puffs to get half-cooked. We made our own curry puffs. Used the laptop for a while to send my Neopets to the Lodge as I was lazy to feed them. So, let the Lodge handles everything. Then, I went to sleep. Woke up at around 6 in the morning to perform the morning prayers and went back to bed, instead of helping my mother. I was so tired and sick. I think if you would have stayed at my house, you would get irritated and disgusted with my coughing. Those coughs with lots and lots of phlegm. Woke up, cleaned the house again, helped my mother in the kitchen and made sure everything was well prepared. Took a shower and went to NTUC to buy some stuffs with my mother. When we came home, my uncle's family already came. I then quickly changed into my last year's turquoise baju kurung. Sweet memories! Let's skip the whole part.

When everyone has gone home, except for my favourite cousins, I cleaned the house for the very first time! I meant, for the first time I cleaned house after everything. Usually the others would clean the house while I went to relax. Then took a cab to my paternal grandmother's house. My adorable cousins, Darwis and Mamad, my handsome nephews, Harith and I forget the other's boy name were there! Those four cute little nephews and cousins of mine! Harith was quite shy yesterday and I was surprised that he could already talk! He was even too shy to ask me for some biscuits I was holding to. I spent some time in my aunt's room to entertain Darwis and Mamad. Darwis is the chubbiest baby I've ever seen! I loved the way he smiled. He has already 4 tooths now! And he could already walk. He was angry and he used his biscuit and knocked it on the table. How cute! (:

Today, felt so sick as before. Took a shower and got ready to go for my religious class. Everything was fine before the class. After class, I felt so sick. Like so, so, so sick. I felt so giddy, nauseous and I had cold sweat. I had to stop for some times just to make myself better. Luckily Nazimah was there to help. I even laid down on her lap just to let the sick feeling to go away. It didn't work still. I got quite better when I had a sip of my favourite drink. Took a bus home instead of walking. Changed, and went to bed straight. Hot and sunny afternoon, but I had my jacket on and covered myself with a blanket. I then received a call from my boyfriend, telling me that he was going out soon. So, I took a shower and went to meet him. We walked to the Family Clinic and yay, there was only a patient. After his turn, it was mine (like obviously). Went in to see the doctor and bla bla bla. We then had our late-lunch at Mr Prata. Took 293 and dropped down at interchange. Took 81 to send him home and then I went back home alone. I was the one who volunteered to send him home. So yeah, then home sweet home. Thanks dear for accompanying me. Love you! :D

Lastly, before I go, I would like to tell you guys that my uncle's exhibition is being held at the Singapore Art Museum this Friday. Do come at 6PM. Why so late? Don't ask me why. I have no idea. He asked me to invite my friends, so... you are invited! We can go together if you guys want to. Just confirm with me soon. Do call or text me at any of the three numbers that you think I'll be using. Thanks! Now, let the pictures we took during the picnic do the talking.