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# 75

Sunday, May 3, 2009 { 2:58 AM }

Hello, I'm back for a proper update. I feel so thirsty right now and I'm so super lazy to drag myself to the kitchen. The weather sure is humid. It looks like it's going to rain since the clouds are red. It's half past one and my eyes are not even sleepy. I just want a glass of cold drink right now.

Everyone has already gone to bed and I feel so lonely. Actually, I felt like studying just now. Unfortunately, I changed my mind. I missed blogging.

My brother has gone to serve his National Service last Friday. The house seems quiet without him. Well, with or without him around, I just feel the same. I feel like he's in the room right now, minding his own business like he usually does. I miss seeing him inside my room, using my laptop. He didn't come home today because he couldn't. He can only come back home after two weeks, which means, next Saturday. Oh yes, something touched me before he left. After school, I quickly called him because I was afraid that I couldn't get to talk to him. Luckily, he was still making his way to Tekong. For the very first time in my teenage years, he said something sweet.

Me: Hello! Take good care of yourself, okay? Call home if there's anything.
Him: You too, take care okay? Don't fool around.

For the very first time, he talked to me in English! I wanted to say 'I love you' to him, but I didn't have the guts to do so as I'm not really close to him. Anyway, it's raining now!

Examinations are next week and time is flying so fast. I've yet to write down all the important points that I need to remember. Later on, I'll be going over to my beloved cousins' place to teach one of my cousins Maths. Teaching someone Maths is something that I should be proud of! I'm not that good in that subject, but hey, it won't hurt to try. I'll be teaching her the simple ones. Oh yes, about the Avatar movie. I think it has nothing to do with the anime. So, I'm disappointed! Okay, that was random.

Today, or should I say, yesterday, I took pictures with my mother just to enter one of the competitions on Suria. I've selected one of the pictures (which I didn't upload here) and sent it already. It's okay if we don't win. I wore the baju kurung that was meant to be worn on my cousin's wedding day! It doesn't really matter because I wore it just for a few minutes. I shall not elaborate on this.

Then, I spent the night at my cousins' place, watching our favourite Saturday show together. When I came, there were pizzas. Since I was so hungry, I had three slices. The show was about to end when I went to my smallest cousin's room and he asked me to play soccer with him. Not that I really kicked a soccer ball. We played Play Station 2! I was screaming like crazy at the beginning of the game because it felt so scary. Scary because I was afraid that I didn't know how to control the players and also because my little cousin was smart when it comes to kicking the ball away from me. Sorry cousins for screaming out loud! I still had fun, though.

In the end, I won the game. Thanks to him, I won. He gave me a lot of chances and even kicked the ball into his own goalpost! I cheated actually. Then we played the penalty game over and over again and he kept winning. My fingers felt so tired from pressing the buttons. I can't wait to meet them again! I know, I look funny in the pictures.

On Friday, it was May Day, and of course, it was someone special's birthday. I met him right after his prayers and we took a bus to Plaza Singapura. We went to Swensen's and found out that the queue was long, but we got a table for the both of us immediately. We ordered our food and then, I secretly took out his presents and hid it in a paper bag. The paper bag fell down from my lap and caught his attention! So yeah, I had to give in. I wanted to surprise him actually. I wished him and passed the presents to him. I just loved the smile he gave to me when he received it.

We ate and had desserts after that. He got a bowl of free ice-cream which I didn't know that he could get one since it was his birthday at first! We paid the bills and took a train to City Hall. Before that, he went to the toilet to change into his new shirt. He looked cute in it because it was small. I couldn't get a bigger size. I just found the receipt! The receipt was just under my laptop. Too bad, we can't go and change it since the extended date of exchange was yesterday.

We rushed to Suntec City to catch the 'Jangan Tegur' movie. We missed the first fifteen minutes of the show. The ghosts were kind of scary but, I just hate the parts where the ghosts popped out all of a sudden. Not forgetting, the sound effects. Now, I got so many movies in my mind that I want to watch. I feel so thirsty again! I drank already.

Back to the story. We went to Somerset since we knew that the train was going to be packed and took a bus back to Tampines. Then, home sweet home! Anyway, thanks for the day dear. I love you.

Last Sunday, I went to Pulau Ubin with my parents, two uncles and my father's friend and her girlfriend to fish. I was excited on the night before. The next morning, I felt like staying at home instead. My grandmother was also alone. My parents expected me to come along, so I did. I had to wake up early in the morning. That was one of the reasons why I didn't want to follow. I was also having my period at that time and I was afraid that I would experience some stupid cramps.

We had breakfast at Changi and waited for the rest at the jetty point. We took a bum boat there and travelled by van to the beach. I can't really remember the name of the beach. I sat down and read the papers while the rest fished. I kept hearing kittens meowing in the bushes and I actually did go into the bushes just to find the pathetic kittens. Whenever I went in there, they stopped making sounds. I had to go deep into the bushes just to bring them out. I was kind of worried for them and forgot about my own safety. I gave up and went to join the rest instead.

Again, they kept meowing. I went into the bushes again with my father friend's girlfriend. I gave up again and decided to fish instead. We didn't catch anything but the rest, some of them got stingray and some fishes which I don't know the names. It was kind of boring because it was boring! No toilets, the kittens won't even show their cute faces and the butterflies kept flying away from me. So, I laid down on the mat and slept. The ground was hard since there were a lot of small rocks. I managed to get some sleep still. We spent the whole morning till afternoon over there. Can you imagine how boring can that be? I was kind of pissed off when I couldn't get any fishes. So, I put prawns, squids and worms as the bait, hoping that I could get one. In the end, I didn't. The kittens kept meowing but, I didn't bother about it anymore. My father told me that it might be snakes. I told him, "How can snakes meow?". He was joking, but he sounded serious.

In the afternoon, our driver came to pick us up. Then, we went back to our main land. Home sweet home! It was tiring, but I did have some fun. Just a little bit.