I used to tell myself that I should dare myself to do something which I fear the most on Graduation Day. I did volunteer myself and in fact, I was the first one to raise up my hand. I then changed my mind because I knew that I couldn't do it. I recalled about my own dare and I decided to just go for it. It'll be the last day of school after all. I just hope things will turn out pretty well. Wish me luck, guys! I'm looking forward to next Thursday! I wonder why.

I've been busy with my studies and I'm happy for myself that I've done a lot of practices at home and in school. Last night, I spent two hours doing my Maths all alone and that's already a pretty big achievement for me. Though I've been focusing on my studies all this while, I'm still not prepared for the upcoming papers, especially my Maths and Science papers. I don't have any confidence and that kind of feeling just stinks.

Nowadays, I've been experiencing migraine over and over again. Maybe because I don't have enough rest or I'm pushing my own self to keep studying and I would always stay up late to do my revision. In the end, I would only have a few hours left to sleep. I guess I'm just being paranoid. I'm afraid that I can't make it to secondary five.

I'll not be attending school tomorrow since my mother needs help with cleaning the house. I don't want her to do all the house work alone. I guess I'll have to waste my two periods of Maths and four periods of Art? I'm not really worried about my Art lessons as I can do my preparatory work at home. I guess there are only three more days left to spend with the class next week. It's weird that my class has been getting along well recently. They should have done this since the first day of school. In spite of that, I love the whole class still! I guess that I won't be getting the class photos tomorrow.

Alright, I should get going. I need to start studying on time.