I've been carrying a bag, which is full of rubbish and that explains why my bag is heavy. Now, my shoulders are stiff and I've yet to ask my grandmother to give me a good massage which I doubt that will going to happen.

I'm supposed to complete my Malay exposition writing instead of blogging. I decided to do it during the first two periods tomorrow. I feel so restless tonight. Maybe because I spent a long time in the toilet, emptying my stomach. At first, the pain came when I was in school and I thought it was the menstrual cramps (an advanced one). Before I boarded the bus, everything was fine and I thought I could get to send love home. Instead, I was the one being sent home. Like I've said, it wasn't the cramps. I realized that when I went into the toilet. It was just a normal stomachache, but it was a bad one unfortunately. Before that, love sent me home till my doorsteps. He even carried my bag and I find that so sweet. Still, I prefer sending him home. Thanks anyway, I love you!

Someone special's birthday is in nine days time. My brother will be going for his training this Friday and I'm sure going to miss him. I wanted to send him but I guess that my parents have already asked my relatives along. The other reason why I want to follow them is because I don't want to complete my run! On a second thought, I feel like running.

Bag, not yet packed. Homework, not yet done. I think I shall go pack my bag while waiting for love to finish revising his work.

Tomorrow's Thursday, and I just love Thursdays. Why? Thursdays' periods are just right.

P/S: I love you! (:

Hey! I'm back and I want to make this a fast one. I'm sleepy and I can't wait to hit the sack. I was busy with school few days back and that explains why I didn't update. I think I'll not talk about what happened on those days. I'm so freaking tired!

I didn't know what the movie was about at first and I thought it was going to be boring! It turned out that the movie was awesome. It was kind of scary actually. It was about a girl who could predict the number of deaths in different tragedy that was going to happen in the future. It was pretty amazing! Can't tell you more. Go watch the movie yourself.

After that, we went off to buy a box of macaroons for the birthday girl. We took a train home and I alighted at Tampines while he continued his journey to Pasir Ris. Thanks for the day and the movie treat. I love you and happy 20th!

Since I got no idea on what to talk about, I decided to post some old pictures which I took from my albums. There are more, but I feel so lazy to upload them. For today, I only posted some of it. Have a great time smiling. Laugh if you want to. Take a good look at the second last picture.

My throat is itchy and I'm craving for a glass of cold rose syrup drink with fresh limes. But, I won't be making one for myself since it's already late at night and I'm so lazy to get up from this chair.

I'm worried for my major examinations which will be in around five months time and I've yet to find myself a private tutor who's willing to teach me Maths. I thought I didn't need tuition. I then realized that I couldn't cope with the subject without a help from a professional. My resolution for this year is to revise my work everyday after school. It seems that I'm not putting any effort into it. Each time when I reach home, I'll put my bag aside, take a shower and next, hit the sack! See how lazy I can be? No matter how many times I tell myself that I should take things seriously, it doesn't seem to work! Well, no one monitors me in my work. I'll always think that five months are long. Actually, no. Time flies so fast and the next thing I know, I'll be sitting for the exams already!

Another thing, I'm kind of worried for my Art. The deadline is on the 29th of May. We'll have to hand in both preparatory work and the canvas. I'm not even too sure whether I can make it on time! Like I've said earlier on, I can't take things seriously! I'll do my work slowly as if the deadline is next year's May. I just don't know how to wake myself up.

I want to blog, but I can't find any interesting topic to talk about. Okay then, shall not waste my time thinking of a topic. Let's watch Anime!

Don't forget to tag. I feel like my tagboard is dying!

My mother said the fingers look like gingers since I'm not done with the nails. Some of my friends said that the fingers are too dark while one of my friend said that the fingers look like a vegetable! How on earth can these fingers look like a vegetable!? That was pretty weird.

Anyway, I'm back and I think I don't want to go on a short break for now. I just miss blogging so much and I always have the urge to update! It won't hurt to publish a post, right?

On Thursday, we had our Mother Tongue oral. I think I did it badly. In fact, I really did badly. When I was having the conversation with the teacher, I realized that I wasn't good at speaking. My language was so horrible and I wondered how I got into the first class. It was about handphones. I had to tell them the advantages, disadvantages and how the parents should monitor their children when using their handphones. I didn't really know how to explain and it took me a long time for me to search for the words that I wanted to use. It sucked when I only knew the English word but I had to think hard and search for the Malay translation.

Today, or should I say yesterday, was Good Friday. I didn't do much at home, except for cooking a packet of instant noodles for breakfast. At noon, I went out with my parents to Suntec City, on a mission to search for the wanted top. I was disappointed and it was the second time this kind of incident happened. The top was already gone. Oh well, I'm used to it. Maybe it wasn't my luck or something. On a happier note, I bought something else. My parents and I spent some time standing in the middle of the store, deciding on which dress should I buy. It was kind of cute to see my parents made the decision. They would stare at the dresses and then would tell one another which was nicer. Then, my father was so pissed off when I couldn't choose either one of the dresses and he told me to buy the both of them. I was surprised that he was in a generous mood. I didn't expect that! I was smiling all the way, but I don't know why I had the feeling of guilt. I just love him! We thought of going to the new mall in Tampines. Since we didn't have much time, we went home instead.

At night, we went to Simpang Bedok to have our dinner with the rest of my relatives. It has been a long time since we last went out to have dinner together. It was kind of nice to have dinner with them. We spent the night talking and I reached home exactly at midnight. Now, I'm here updating and waiting for love to give me the signs to call him up.

I'm so looking forward to next Saturday's family gathering at my cousin's place. She's getting married next month and she's the first granddaughter to get married in our family! How exciting!

Okay, shall not talk much. I need to call love soon! Good night and have a great weekend!

I won't be updating much I guess. I'll be tired after a long day in school, I want to focus on my studies and I don't wish to switch on my laptop that often. Right now, I need to get many things done and I'm so freaking lazy to get up from this chair.

Okay, shall not elaborate. Just stay tuned for updates. Take care.

Hello! I was on a very short break and now I'm back! Let's make this a quick one since I'm feeling so tired. I really am. I can't wait to get everything done and call off the day soon. Luckily, my mother helped me to iron my uniform. My bag is not packed yet and I think I'll do it tomorrow. Now, I just can't stop yawning.

Oh yes. My Sunday was great. The day was spent with my three girls. We got four free tickets to Escape Theme Park. Thanks to Sutri! Since it was my first time there, I was kind of excited. I thought the park was very big. But still, it was alright. We went to the Haunted House first. I closed my eyes all the way and I depended on them while walking. I was wanting to get out of the place fast. It was kind of scary when the dolls or whatever they call sprung out. Would you like to know something? I fell down at the Mortuary. Seriously! Everyone kept pushing and I lost my balance. The next thing happened, I fell down and hit the table where the fake dead body was lying on. I quickly got up as I was afraid that the thing would scare me or something. It was so embarrassing! I was relieved when I reached the exit. The first trip was scary.

It was then drizzling. Since most of the rides had to stop, we went to eat first. We then queued up to ride the log (?) that goes up the slide and then it'll slide down and, splash! I don't know what the ride is called. It was a very long queue. We took turns to walk around and kill the time. Then, it was mine and Phat's turn to wait in the queue. We waited for a very long time as the rain started again and the rides had to stop, again! Since we wanted to get on that ride badly, we continued waiting. I was tired of waiting and I decided to go to the Haunted House again. This time round, it wasn't scary and I got to see the dolls (or whatever it is) clearly (because I opened my eyes!). Then came this person who was in a disguise, kept coming nearer to me and scared me. I hit that person like crazy and ran off. The second trip was just fine.

We joined back the queue and the crowd was getting smaller as many people gave up waiting. It was then our turn. The first slide wasn't that scary as it wasn't that high. The second slide was more fun! When it was going down the slide, I couldn't smile as the wind was so strong and I felt like as if my face was being pulled. It was a fun experience!

We thought of riding the go-karts but, it was already dusk and we didn't want to wait. So, we headed home straight. Before that, we made a last visit to the Haunted House! We still covered our ears because we were afraid of the sound effects actually. So, the third trip was more than okay. Next, we went to take a ride in the Ferris Wheel! It may sound childish. Hey, it was fun still! Then, we took a bus home. Thanks for making my day, girls. I love the three of you!

Anyway! I got to meet love at noon. Okay, let me tell you what happened. I was rushing to meet love to pass him something. I thought that I was supposed to meet them at 12 noon. I was making my way to his place when I tried calling them. I wanted to inform them that I was going to be late. None of them picked up my calls. So, I called Nazimah through her house. She then told me that the meeting time was 2PM! How could I be so dumb at reading messages? I was rushing like mad and I got to know that I got more time left? On a happier note, I got to spend some time with love at the River Deck! I love you!

At night, I went out with love and Yan to have our dinner at Changi. It was his treat. Thanks, dear! We went to the Flea Market which was outside the interchange. Then, we waited for the bus that didn't exist at the point of time. It was frustrating I tell you. Then, love sent me home. It has been quite a long time since he last did that. Thanks! Okay! Shall not elaborate any more. Good night, dear readers.

Don't ask me for how long because I got no idea.

Just stay tuned. I'm busy with things.

I wish things could go back to normal so that both you and I would've been happier right now. Maybe I'm not good at setting things right because at one point of moment, I can say things nicely and the next minute, I'll start throwing my tantrums. I was the one who messed up everything. I guess I asked too much. I'm never right and I'll never be right because one thing I know for sure, I suck. I just want things to be like how it used to. How I wish life is perfect. )':

Now, I'm not done with my final layout. Tomorrow, we'll be transferring our designs onto the canvas. Great, I just don't have the good mood to do it. Uniform not ironed, bag not yet packed. Great, everything is just great!

Don't disturb me. I don't want to talk to anyone. )':