# 171
Monday, January 25, 2010
{ 11:35 AM }

Hello, hello. It has been some time since I had a proper update. I don't feel so lively today. My back's aching, but I feel a little better now after my grandmother gave me a massage in the afternoon. I went home right after recess as I didn't feel very good. I had a pretty bad flu in the morning before school and when I reached school, my body started to ache.
Now, I feel so weak. I had few hours of sleep before and after dusk. I didn't seek the doctor as I still had some pills left. After I had my medications, I went to sleep and when I woke up, I felt very weak. You know, I'm breathing as if I'm sighing. Something like that. Anyway, I thought of melting few bars of chocolate specially for baking, mix it with cornflakes and then refrigerate it. Since I felt so weak, I decided not to do. Maybe tomorrow.
I've not prepared my school bag and uniform. I realized that today I wore my uniform which was a little bit torn and dirty on the left side. That was the uniform I wore on the day I met with an accident last year. I was scratching my arm when I realized that my left sleeve was dirty. So, when I looked at it, I just realized that I wore the wrong one. I was in a rush in the morning.
Someone help me with the school uniform and not forgetting my school bag please. I'm so, so weak and lazy. I'm not looking forward for Thursday. I hate running.
And I definitely not looking forward for Friday. They say it's going to happen around midnight. I hope whatever I heard isn't true. I'm so paranoid. Even if does happen, I hope my beloved ones and I are safe. Hey no, I don't want it to happen at all.