More than two weeks in class without you. )':

Great, I'm crying.

Hello, hello. It has been some time since I had a proper update. I don't feel so lively today. My back's aching, but I feel a little better now after my grandmother gave me a massage in the afternoon. I went home right after recess as I didn't feel very good. I had a pretty bad flu in the morning before school and when I reached school, my body started to ache.

Now, I feel so weak. I had few hours of sleep before and after dusk. I didn't seek the doctor as I still had some pills left. After I had my medications, I went to sleep and when I woke up, I felt very weak. You know, I'm breathing as if I'm sighing. Something like that. Anyway, I thought of melting few bars of chocolate specially for baking, mix it with cornflakes and then refrigerate it. Since I felt so weak, I decided not to do. Maybe tomorrow.

I've not prepared my school bag and uniform. I realized that today I wore my uniform which was a little bit torn and dirty on the left side. That was the uniform I wore on the day I met with an accident last year. I was scratching my arm when I realized that my left sleeve was dirty. So, when I looked at it, I just realized that I wore the wrong one. I was in a rush in the morning.

Someone help me with the school uniform and not forgetting my school bag please. I'm so, so weak and lazy. I'm not looking forward for Thursday. I hate running.

I'm still not asleep yet as I had five hours of sleep just now and I woke up half an hour before midnight. I was still in my school uniform. I thought of waking up after dusk, but I guess no one woke me up. Great, I'm having a flu now.

School has been such a bore. Well, it's pretty fine actually. I don't like the idea of going to another class during English. I love Mother Tongue lessons! Since I've dropped the subject, I have more free time. I've yet to be more serious in my studies, but it seems that I can't. I'm taking my own sweet time to complete the homework. I think I have four (or perhaps more) Maths assignment to do. I'm not in the study mood since I've not bought the textbook. I tried to look for it at Popular, but there was no more stock. Same goes for the school's bookshop. I totally got no idea when I can get a copy of it.

For Art, I've not taken any pictures. I'm in a pretty good mood for preparatory work! I only have a drawing of a camera. (-_-) I can't wait for Saturday! I'll be going to Cotton On (I think), visit an old friend of mine and then, I'll be going around to take pictures with my babe! I can't wait! On Sunday, I'll be celebrating Love's birthday and I'm still not sure on how to celebrate it.

Oh my, why are the mosquitoes biting me? I'm still waiting for a reply. I want to order a top and a dress online. I'm still waiting for the owner of a blogshop to send me a reply. I really want those two items badly. Alright, got to go now! On the phone with Love! (:

I dreamt of my workplace in the morning just now. I remember seeing the Mickey Mouse bra. I didn't see any of my colleagues. Oh yes, I've stopped working a day before school started. I was on the verge of tears after working for four hours on that day. I went to the counter and passed one of the seniors my pass. Some of my colleagues asked whether I wanted to extend. Well, I wanted to for the sake of seeing my colleagues' faces. On a second thought, I need to focus more on my studies. So, I chose not to.

No more discounts for me. No more hanging the tops and bottoms at the fitting room. No more listening to songs which made me so addicted. No more folding the items on the table. No more helping the customers. No more taking out the new stocks early in the morning. No more opening the store by pushing the sliding doors! No more going to lunch with my colleagues. No more working at Cotton On for me! ):

On Friday, I had a shopping date with my two girls. Since I got my pay, I decided to get some things. We alighted at City Hall and then made our way to Marina to have our lunch at Breeks. I was starving! At the same time, we celebrated Phat's belated birthday. I know. Her birthday was in October last year. Since we were so busy studying for the major exam at that point of moment, we didn't get to celebrate. She bought her bag first and then we took a cab to town. We stopped at Paragon as I needed to get a top at Ben Sherman's store for Love.

We headed to Ion and then to Pacific Plaza to get my school bag and also a pair of shorts. I didn't know Love's size as he didn't want to tell me. The salesgirl was helpful enough to ask a customer (who's quite skinny and tall) to try out for me. Fortunately, I got the size right after giving the shorts to Love. He was at town with his friend too and we decided to go home together. We said goodbye to the girls and then we took a bus home.

Sorry everyone for making my blog private! No worries, I didn't update anything. This is my first post for this new year. Well, I got myself into trouble, but everything is back to normal now. Anyway, happy belated new year, people! I didn't get to post anything on that day since I felt so down and I wasn't in a very good mood to celebrate. I stayed at home instead of celebrating new year outside.

School's normal, except that half of the class is not together with us anymore. To be frank, I miss the old class (which was situated on the first floor) and also, I miss my classmates badly! I hope that they're doing well and we can meet up soon. I mean soon, really soon. I feel sad when I look around class, noticing that the rest of my beloved and close ones are not here. The rest of the Malay and Chinese friends. Everyone of them! If only the class could be completed like how we used to be in the past two years.

I feel old since we're already the oldest students in school. Rotten meat you can say. I could picture of us as stinky rotten meats (not humans) with two human legs walking around school with flies flying around us when one of my friend said that we're already rotten meats. Anyway, we got two recesses! I love that! Another thing, school ends a little bit late than usual. School looks pretty gay with the new paint and we've two new vice principals.

Actually, before this, I felt that I got so many things to share with you people. Now, I just can't think of any. Alright, I want to take a shower. I've not showered since I reached home from school. Seriously.